Why did you become you?
I probably will never know the exact words that would answer this question, maybe because it wasn't a transformation, you were always like this, this terrible and fucked up "you".
I'd be screaming you out if I could, but all the love and affection that I once wanted to give to someone, now it's locked in you as my memories, my dream and hopes. How can I keep breathing?
Of all the things I heard. Why'd it have to be these words?
Selfish heart
Controls my mind
Changing me
Loses an endless part
that I'll never find
that I'll never see
